E. Lee Lanser

no more red balloons

E. Lee Lanser
no more red balloons

Today i fell in love with a subway trumpeteer

who peered through crystallized coals,

& told me the story of a broken vase

& the cause of the Great Depression;

while Sessions was disbarred

& the sparring in the Middle East moved home.

Bones crippled by the violence consuming

my blooming mania

& the zany shadows warping in the morning

warning me of the plummeting temps outside

biding some time to just finish my goddamn laundry.

The quandary of today lies in the sickled cavities

of the spies signing your paystubs

rubbing cayenne into the festering wound

spooning Spam out of your bank account

amounting to less than the gross sum of your parts.

They lock our hearts in freezers & vaults,

& nobody takes fault,

except the backs of the ants we crush under

the thunder of our too busy lives,

bribes & panty liners & Viagra.

We must go on.

Thrust forth with all the strength

of a Caterpillar dismembered by a lord

who never even saw it curl beneath his toe.

Lo & behold, he never heard a peep,

& at his trial, he screamed of his ignorance,

his innocence written in the ribs he

ripped from the woods & planted in his window box.

& the jury drops its jowls in shock!

Howls “how could a worm get in a lord's way?!”

Say, stamp of approval & freedom for criminals

minimal justice in cavernous throat

voting for the chance at a voice

a choice to rattle the prison bars on our vocal cords.

It’s a freedom not afforded to most

but the ghosts of the forefathers who we now reject

as we recollect the history they choose to ignore

We swore up & down that we’d make it right

but fight requires belief and faith;

safety, funding, weapons…

Heaven forbids we crack the Liberty Bell,

Hell forbids we rebuild the Twin Towers.

We flower & shower the youth of today

May they grow the paths & the overalls & the muskets

That, fuck it, we needed but couldn’t get because the union was on strike

Psyching themselves up for a few measly Chic-Lets that would never be tossed

Un-flossed teeth come raining down on us as the sugar becomes tar caked in our molars.

They let us eat cake & gravel & identity

Then took away the ovens & burned the recipes.

How does a pirate pirate without swords & ships & doubloons?

How do we fight with no red balloons?